day 4 of fortythree

What is this all for? What is this whole show all about? The people, the decisions, the emotions, the chances and mistakes and fortunes and losses. What is it all about???







For some time I thought it was to prove a point. I thought it was to speak (louder than the rest) I thought it was to be right, not wrong. What is so interesting to me, is that as much as I thought it was about being all those things, there was always a part of me that felt or thought I wasn't good enough, pretty enough, capable enough, smart enough, talented enough, _____________ (fill in the blank) enough. No matter what good came into my life something else always happened that made me feel lacking. And I believed that was true. I believed I was LACKING.


I had a wonderful conversation this evening with a new friend. And I found myself saying something along the lines of we are perfectly ourselves. There is no one else than can be us...better than us! (I'm talking rocket science here people...please try to stay with me!) For so long, I felt so unsure of who I was, that I wasn't comfortable being me. We all have insecurities, we all long for true, unconditional love, for the job that serves our soul and our bank account equally and a sense of love and happiness when we see our reflection looking back. Things will always be happening in our life: parents divorce, we end a relationship, we get a new job, we loose a friend, we have a baby, we feel great, we feel like shit. We can only do the best we can with what we have.


My mission, my goal for starting this clothing line is to create a doorway for the everyday person to connect with self. To change the way we view ourselves and more importantly the way we think about ourselves. These are our days. There are so many opportunities to learn, to evolve, to give thanks, forgive and love. However, we must first learn how to connect with self. My mission is to EMPOWER, EDUCATE, SUPPORT and INSPIRE as many people as I possibly can to live the best life ever. I cannot tell anyone what that will mean for them. We all find joy and happiness in our own unique ways. But I can and will raise the awareness and incredible power of LOVE & GRATITUDE.

My message.

sit under your own tree. be your own guru.

:)